Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Guilty of Sin but SAved by Grace = Psalm 32:5

Sigh. No pics from yesterday's Fish&Co. Dinner with Acct.Freshmen & Seniors. Pretty interesting pple...they're mostly hunks & babes that puts the Generalisation of accountants as boring&nerdy pple to shame ;))

Lookin' forward to ASOC1 Sentosa Camp 27th-29th July & getting to know em better...

On the other side,
"When everything is meant to be broken...i just want you to know who i am."

Seasons Call @ 10:18 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

Guilty of Sin but SAved by Grace = Psalm 32:5

the "Beach PArty"
...Was the biggest & First Marketing scam.>.<

Here's our G8's Journey from 18~22July.

Day one:
-Getting to know Wanli,Sian Kim,Chloe,Donna,Shaun,Zhiyang,Junming & Dear seniors Olivia,Jeremy & Luisa =))
- testing our materials & discussing on day 2's location hunting
- Watching Harold&Kumar Go to White Castle to kill time.

Day Two:


- Lunch at PS after Location Hunting at CHinaTown with G8
- preparing Day3's presentation & Skit
- Wanli bought everyone choc chip cookies from M&S.You're the sweetest!!!
- the guy's Army Stories entertained us for the rest of the day ;)

Day 3:
- SMU Lecture theatre/waiting for our turn to present.*yawns*
(Me with SianKim & Wanli)


-We were more lively after lunch...its our turn soon ;)
(ZhiYang,Chloe&i)


-Presenting our leading Drama-king, the powerpoint pro & the Drama Queen ;))


Day 4:

-At republic poly...working on our final product.

(photos under construction)

-A Grp effort


- Presenting G8!
Seasons Call @ 2:54 PM

Here's some of the few pics from Sentosa trip 06/07/06...



Gleb, Jeremy, MArie & i



Elle & i



In the name of mischef...(i look ridiculous here)
Benny & i Seasons Call @ 12:26 PM

LAZY & REVIVED

I'm too tired by fun to elaborate on "Beach Party" but i've got loads of pictures of G8 Team
http://www.friendster.com/preciousjunk

By courtesy of SianKim:

MY THREE SINS:
Chocolate,Salsa&Vampire XD Seasons Call @ 11:15 PM

From 18 July - 19 August i'm gonna be packed with SMU Camps. 90% of it is a vague picture for me. Currently, working on En Community Service "BeachPArty" since today till this sat.It was refreshing meeting new friends in my Comm service GRP & chatting with the seniors...met a K9 Trainer, a couple of dad's Np students, an SA senior, a bubblely potential acct mates & a handful of outgoing girls interested in the outdoors...there's more yet to come.

On the lighter side,
Sunday was violent! haha the mosh crowd for electrico was so bloooody violent la!!!! Until i had no mood to mosh at all...Anw, i was really really reaaaaaallly happy that so many pple could make it!!!! There was Mas,Gaia,Marie,Gleb,Elle,Benny,Elvin Clarence & Elle's friend, whose name i forgotten. I honestly didn't feel like going home that night but CURFEW X((

And you guys were so kewl protecting the ladies from the violent crowd!!!! Esp Clarence LOL...the way he push those mutts back was so Zai XDDD^-^

Pool&Fondue.

I Own at Pool !!!! (with some advice by Gleb of course) Seasons Call @ 11:03 PM

Friday's baybeats was not as good as expected. Already had people telling me its the most boring of the three nights...but oh well. I was basically there to catch up with Karen & support our Junior, Daphne at West Grand Boulevard. Met up new people Jane(also an smss junior), her guy(whose name i forgetten)& Ted.I'd feel really bad since i was like an ice queen half the time. i swear its the hormones. But guess i made up for it at the end of the day, when i was my normal chatty self again. Lookin' 4ward to Baybeats Sunday!!!! That's when the real ' party' starts!

Anyhows...Here's some pictures of Esplanade's latest Abstract art display.


















The Photographer & i (09/07/06)

On the other side, i had this ridiculous dream last night. Apart from dreaming of an ex-boss who assign me to a meaningless task, i dreamt of forbiddence. Seasons Call @ 11:03 AM

Yesterday, I hadn't had such a GOOD time since 2 weeks at sentosa with Marie,Elle,Benny,Clarence & new people Gleb,Alvin,Jen,Joshua & Jeremy. Slacking at home can be very tiring for me. A handful of them left pretty early so didn't get to talk much to them.

- almost everybody was late
- nobody brought a Cam so there's very little photos which is mostly in marie's HP Cam
- Rugby & Soccer with another Grp of beachers
- Ma & i signed up for Islander card X))) Hope its $$-worth
- Swimming & salt & sand in our eyes,mouth
& butt crack...eww...
- A Truck Load of laughter & Goofy people
- Dinner with Marie,Benny,Clarence,Alvin&Gleb at Pasta
- Getting High on pasta,ice&coke...wait,that was alvin only -_-"

Loved it.It was fun meeting ALL of you.Hope2Cya Guys at Baybeats!

=[ VOID ]= midnight/Tue/11/07/06

Buried somewhere underground
Seperated are the Gazers
Of the Perceived Heaven above;
Without a past, present or future.

There's no one to blame
When misery comes from within
No one to turn to cause'
There's been too much bloodshed

By these hands...

When you knock on these doors
You'd find nothing more
An empty shell that's wasted;
Self comsumed & Lost in time.

So many stories left untold;
An extinct language? A broken memory.
It wants everything & nothing
For pride's been held too high.

Too undeserving...

When you knock on these doors
You'd find nothing more
An empty shell that's wasted;
Self comsumed & Lost in time.

Crimson Stains that can't be washed
By the holiest streams
Reminds me time & again
How history'd repeat itself.

When i knock on these doors
I can't find nothing anymore
An empty shell that's wasted;
Another debt accidentally incurred Seasons Call @ 11:52 AM

- Sudden Craze over an old Anime - Yami No Matsuei - from my Secondary school days.
- Been improving household skills in the past few days
- Realised my kitty used dad's Potted plants as a potty area -_-"


All our knowledge brings us nearer to our ignorance,
All our ignorance brings us nearer to death,
But nearness to death no nearer to GOD.
Where is the Life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?
The cycles of Heaven in twenty centuries,
Bring us farther from GOD and nearer to the Dust.

TS Elliot

Looking forward to tmr's sentosa outing XD
Thks Marie for planning... Seasons Call @ 4:36 PM

Keep Moving On
And she takes another step, slowly she opens the door
Checks that he sleeping, pick up all the broken glass,
And furniture on the floor
Been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away
Pack up the kids in the car
Another bruise to try and hide
Another alibi to ride

Another ditch in the road you keep movin'
Another stop sign, you keep movin' on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through

There are children to think of
Babies asleep in the backseat
Wonder how they'll ever make it through this living nightmare
But the mind is an amazing thing
Full of candy dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel
Two beds and a coffee machine
But they are groceries to buy and she knows she'll hafta go home

Another ditch in the road, you keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through

Another bruise to try and hide
Another alibi to ride
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're gonna make it

Another ditch in the road you keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Sellin' fortress built to last (???)
Wonder how I ever made it...
Ooooh...
Mmmm...

SAVAGE GARDEN Seasons Call @ 9:44 PM

Fishy finger, Cherie Slurpies & Humidity.

Between the Devil & the Deep Blue Sea.
I'm leaving this sketch piece half-way.
I'm backing out with my eyes close. Seasons Call @ 2:13 PM

Is it impossible to want EVERYTHING & NOTHING at the same
time?

You said we're cool.
Don't put us through this.
I'm not heartless,
Merely too afraid to face your Pain.
Pride or Corwardice? Pick one.

Seether ft. Amy Lee (Evanescence) - Broken
Stumbled upon it on Marie's Blog...& i couldn't ignore it.


The worst is over now & we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high,you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn & no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high & steal your pain.

Nice talkin to you Xiaodi..
Off to the Gym :) Seasons Call @ 11:34 AM

I've been overeating since last tuesday.I can't explain why.Taiwanese food and crystal jade seems to be the new HOT thing for my stomach.

Say the words,
And you know you've got me Tangled.

There's much to look forward to next week.
Chalet.Baybeats.Old friends.New Friends & Sentosa.

"I'm off to dreamland
To Settle Unfinish Business.
How Ironic!" Seasons Call @ 12:20 AM

You were the best thing
That's happen to me.
I see your smile in this
Empty presence.And i know
I'm still with you.

Yesterday's church dinner at EXPO BLiss Garden was a BLAST!!! It was a night with the Rich&Famous!Damn right it was. I'm just waiting for Marie to get back from her camp so she can sent me our beautiful pictures. People like Rick Warren(main speaker), Celeb Jacelyn Tay and Elim Chew (Founder of 77thStreet) were there. The latter happens to be a personal friend of Marie's uncle, all of which shared our table. Her uncle & aunt also happen to be in the GRAFFITI IMPRINT Biz, one of my fav stores. Nice to see Marcus again & to know his friend,Aundrey(hope i spelt it right). Marc & Aud happens to know ex-college friend Charles & one-night DancePartner Eugene. Its a small...small world. Btw, Ruth (Elim'sPA) was really sweet too.

Laters. Seasons Call @ 11:38 PM

First Day in a long time since i'm unemployed.Spend quality time with Mum n kitty n gramps.wait,technically in economic terms, i'm not actively looking for a job.Bleah so therefore i'm merely out of the job market, NOT "unemployed".Urgh, nuff' of economics Crap.

Screwed up day at BB driving centre.Too pissed to elaborate.

i have a plan.Two Plans.

(Code "J".Since its my deepest darkest secret)
Five Codes to Plan "Jay":
1)J-Z
2)C/K
3)SS
4)H/B/G
5)S/M/U

And...Plan "S"

- Get Gym/Exercise Routine back in order
- Readings!!! Accountancy is dry shiat!!!
- Discipline.Or my new akido sensei will chop me X((
- Stop dreaming.Day dream..night dream..i've shut them all out.
- Redeemed Sinner.About time -_-"


If you're female or gay, you MAY find this useful...
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5 secrets of long-term slim people.(tested and proven by yours truly)

1) Don't Embark on a diet you can't keep for life.

2) Be happy. As in don't deprive yourself of your chocolate cravings. If you want it, pinch a piece and control.

3) Exercise is suppose to be fun. Create variety. Do what you like.

4) Confident Cool Chic
The mind can do wonders. If you think you are, you are!

5) Know what you are eating. Know how much you need,before you start.

;) it works! Seasons Call @ 11:12 PM

==FiberGlassed==

Your voice is my beautiful disaster
It seems to resurrect a side
That’s died and on a forgotten trial
How long do I keep this Silent Mile

Today Judgement was upon me
As I relieve a forbidden love
Call it wishful thinking on my part
It’s not as if I’ve had no heart

This presence will leave me empty handed
I will laugh and I’d probably try to cry
Underneath. I have all along pretended
That I’m sleeping soundly in the sky

Take me once more in your heaven
Come what may its mine to pay
I know very well its illusion
But none is worse than it is this way

We’d relive those lost memories
In this dreaming mind of mine
The consequence us waking at day
Finding your imagine has longed decay

I’m sorry I had let the Pride
Get the better of me and Breath
I’d like to turn back the days
But the feathers have flown far away

Much as I desire and long for its return
I’m powerless and unintentionally forsaken
My Oxygen; Here comes the death
That desires to survive again….

While I sing for joy and sorrow
Reality mirrors soon in my face
The life behind me catches up
I have to go back to the light….

“I’d freeze the time to capture this moment
I wanted nothing to change.”

Stay with me
The world may never know how much I loved you
I love you….
Silently carry on
Delude me. Take me Higher into those Skies.
Let me fall again… Seasons Call @ 9:41 PM

i'm addicted.
He is my Beautiful Disaster.
Come what may, the price is mine to pay...

"Beautiful Disaster"

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster


Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster Seasons Call @ 12:18 PM