I think I’m going subway crazy!!! I’ve had subs three times in less than two weeks. Apart from last Saturday, I was tempted to subs on Monday. Carmen suggested it but I love it, I just love subway!!! Everything about it !!! My third time ?Today =) I ended school at 1245…pretty early so I met up with my sister at BVcc to go to lunch. I promised her a treat at subway ^_^. It was pouring and sunny and pouring again. That crazy girl who walked from her school nearby refused to take a cab and got drenched on the way. Anyway it was a short hearty lunch at subway Holland V, where we talked nonsense, bitched about school and some people and so on… ( I can’t wait to chomp on the xtra subway cookies I bought for the rest of home)

This week went pass taking its time. Yet, i wish it took more of its time for “time is bankrupt and it owes more than its worth the season (Shakespeare’s Comedy of errors)” its no longer 6 weeks but 5 short weeks to the A levels. I still don’t know what I want in life…I thought I had it all planned out when I was 9 years old…again when I hit 15( when I swore never to grow up)…and again at 17 to prove my worth. It’s changed overtime and ever since I entered college, I met Life, met junkies of all kinds, met death, met bigger monsters than I thought had existed and failed relationships, its blurred. My idea of life ambitions have just gone blurred. I don’t know whether it’s because I’m not pursuing the purpose or passion I desire or is it because life has been demoralizing at times….i think the latter. People will find it hard to bring me down…deep inside. Deep inside I knew that place was no place for me. I’ve adapted. I’ve seen sh*t and tasted it. Yet, two more weeks and it’s a clear division from all that despair. Do not think I’m feeling sorry for myself or anyone. I don’t do things that way. I think life has been relatively fair. I’ve had my fair share of shame and backstabs but have also been credited. So this is just a stream of consciousness of the conflict within me. I’m finally leaving. Yet, I don’t know how to look at it. I’ve counted the days but I grew tired of holding grudges and became a better person. How should I see it now???

Have you seen one of those movies when the hero or heroine fights it out with the enemy or the bully on the final high school reunion??? Yeah. Childish--An occasional fantasy which died away eons ago. But if you want I can give you a list I’d gladly bring to the assassins….snigger.

i was very touched. very touched by the Malay Auntie at the school canteen food store. She handed my a piece of chocolate wishing me all the best for the As. if there's one thing i never forget bought that place , its the malay auntie who always asked how i was, how was he, how was school...ending and begnning with " my dear".i'm sure many of the other students close to her who received it would be too...

I’m really grateful for the motivation some of my teachers and God has given me through invisible blessings and the improvements I’ve made this prelim exam (like there’d be another). I didn’t get my desired results; never did since I entered college. For a moment last year I could accept I’ve moved from a big fish in a small pond as a top student in the N(A) cohort, into a big fish in the big wide OCEAN…ever since, I barely passed all my subjects. I didn’t do very well for prelims but I’m very happy for the particular papers I improved or did well in…some of the essays, such as the lit essay ms k commented in lecture about, was really God’s Grace. I was sick and hardly studied but did my best nonetheless ...its God’s grace.

I “look forward” to the stressful time of planning, lectures, consultations and more “shape-shifters” around me in the weeks to come. Till than, I shall “mock the shape-shifters”. If u didn’t get that its ok, its meant to be that way. Seasons Call @ 8:18 PM

I think I’ve finally fed myself with enough fun to feel contented and to buckle down to the studying for the A levels. This packed fun-filled weekend has awaken me from my post-prelim exam slumber into the “mugging” period towards the A levels.

Friday afternoon: it was pretty unexpected that an acquaintance, Philip, would suddenly give an unexpected invitation to hang out after my school. I ended class pretty early before one that day. I meet up with the guy who’s been time and again asking for when I’d be free to hangout. Marie asked, is he hitting on you? I really don’t know. I hope not. Anyway, he was a pretty chatty guy who was very well read in war world history who takes political science in NUS. There was much in common to talk about, given our common interest in history and photography. Coincidentally, we brought our cameras. I felt awkward that he did but oh well….i suppose he must have thought so too. I thought I’ll snap a few shots for memory’s and fun’s sake. But it was pretty hilarious to hang out because of the case of the ABC market renovation (private joke.) and the case of the occupied chairs at anchor point. It was so silly I think I shouldn’t embarrass me-self in elaborating. Ask me yourself. Nice guy but Sorry. I don’t think I’ll be accepting another outing till after 25 Nov. Even after then…hmm…

Saturday evening: I finally gave Guan, Marie and Sweaty the Lingerie I bought for them months ago for the jest of it. Ha-ha…I wasn’t sober when I bought it for you guys, I told them. But it was collecting “dust” in my wardrobe and I thought I just gave it to them when we hand out since it was originally meant for them. Peach, Black, studded and leopard prints…muahaha…I still can’t stop thinking of it*giggle* they must be thinking I’m a pervert. Haha. We met up at cineleisure to get tickets to “brother’s Grimm”. It was an awesome movie; it’s like SHREK but on the gothic side. It completely reversed the conventions of fairy tales. You’d see the “grimm” side of the princess and the pea, the gingerbread man, sleeping beauty, Snow white and Rapunzel…it’s a must-see.

That little piggy Guan left us halfway and missed the show even though she paid for it. Guan you horrible little vampire-ling! Wait till mummy spanks you!

At least we managed to take some neoprints which came out pretty well at Hereen, where Ma and guan got their CDs too. hais…we should’ve taken more. Sigh. While dear Guan when off to stalk some eye candy (I’m still figuring out how “Ah-Matt” can drive you so crazy. you’re not in the right mind.), the three of us had a full and very healthy dinner at Subway. It was so fresh!!! I think it made Ma, who disliked lettuce, love it. =) For the first time I eat an entire Foot-long Sandwich. I think I was mad. I was very very full but it felt full with freshness !!! ok, I think I’m like advertising Subway subs and they’re not paying me. Cookies were awesome too. Its like Mrs fields…whao it was just so Gooood.

Another shocking incident was I met Mr C.L. at subway that day. Haha. And it wasn’t good attention on me. I think I could he’s attention for raising my voice at an inconsiderate guy in front of Mr C.L. Guan came to join us at a seat that was near the Queue and there was this extremely inconsiderate poser who wouldn’t budge while he stood in the Queue with his friends. Until I said, “ExCUsE Me!!!”, did his friends pull him aside to let Guan get her seat. Sweaty thought I was fierce but hey, they were the “blockers”. Unfortunately, Mr CL was in the Queue behind those guys and he waved at me. Urm it wasn’t with smiles, but more of the comical “hello I’m here. Duh.” Kinda wave. Lolx. I transformed from a fierce byotch into a small little mouse and whispered, “Hi Mr L”…Whoops. He was my director for the SA drama production. I’ve been “barked” and encouraged by him before and he’s overall a talented tutor =)
After all that jest and fun, it’s the stayover at Marie’s place. muahaha… to past the night we stayed late watching “underworld” on her portable DVD player and nibbled on cookies from Subway. And a really late sleep at 3am for morning church service tmr…

Over this week i've completed some art pieces. there're somewhat disturbing... Seasons Call @ 5:16 PM

The Classic IQ Test
debsters86, your IQ score is 120
Recommend
this test to a friend
Show a friend
your result
Guess
your friends' results
debsters86, your IQ score is slightly above the average IQ score. Congratulations! Among your skills, there are certain areas that stand out above the rest. The classic IQ test analyses your strengths and weaknesses based on your mathematical, linguistic, visual-spatial and logical skills. By analysing your answers we can discover the areas in which you have the strongest abilities.


You've got a very experiential way of learning and a strong mathematical mind. You're able to whittle even the most complex situation down to comprehensible component parts. In short, you have mastered the art and science of precision. That's what makes you a Precision Processor.

For you, life is a series of equations. Your brain is naturally predisposed to intense mathematical acuity, and your understanding of numerical problems is unparalleled. It's second nature for you to cut to the heart of an issue, so that you can discover quick solutions to problems while others get bogged down in unnecessary details. One precision processor that comes to mind is the Greek philosopher-mathematician, Pythagoras. Pythagoras had a mind for numbers and, as such, could come up with previously unknown theories like his method for calculating the sides of a right triangle (a2+b2=c2). You too, can use numbers to translate aspects of the world around you -- something that doesn't come easily to everyone. Your quick mathematical mind will allow you to communicate a variety of ideas to other people, so don't keep it to yourself. Seasons Call @ 2:46 PM